Wednesday, April 28, 2004
I am blogging in sch....Haha...Joined IT club...So dotz rite...Haha....But no choice... Wanna join some slack cca....So decided to join IT club....Lolzz....It ends at 5pm...Haiz..Waste my time....2 and a half hours dunno do wad....But later watching movie..Haha...Very excited...
posted at [2:38 PM]
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2dae is a sleepy day.....Dozing in all the lects....Dunno why so tired....Think muz find one day and have a real good rest...So farked up....Tot got chem test 2dae...In the end dun have...Waste my time studying for it yesterday...
After sch went to study with my hui ping, xuan wei and mark at Taka library...Crapped a lot instead of doing work....Hahaha
Came home....Slack again..Haha...2dae is juz not a work day for me....So tired...Juz wanna laze around and chat on msn and on fone and NOT do work....Haiz...how i wish everyday is lidat....
Ren...I agree with u now...JC life reali sucks....Especially when u dun like tat sch and when u have tests and exams....Studying sucks...Always feel like crying when i study...Haha....Dunno why also....
posted at [10:36 PM]
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Studying now.... (-_-)"....Think there will be a chemistry spring test tmr.....Sianz diao......Studying sucks...It sucks more when u dun even know what the topic is toking abt....Haiz.....Bored.....Think will fail tmr's test.....Haiz.....Why must they have exams?!?! Can't they just let us study without having exams?!?! Won't it be better this way??? ARgghhh....Think if i am the minister next time i will abolish all examinations!!!! Lolzz...Crapping....
posted at [8:51 PM]
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Have been going out for the past 2 wks without having a good rest....Feeling very tired and dead now...Hope i can rejuvenate myself some day...Hope i can last for another wk...*prays hard*
posted at [11:05 PM]
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I am feeling very tired...Emotionally and physically....
posted at [2:28 PM]
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Phewww....Finally had to time to blog...Sorry ppl...Long time din blog...Din have the time....Have been busy the whole week.....Going out with frens and catching up with my studies(thou there is still quite a bit to catch up).....Bascially, it was reali an eventful and memorable week for me...
Friday ------- Went back to Sajc for the Life Concert by the C.O.R...Hmm...Main purpose wasnt to go for the concert but to meet up with all my frens in Sajc...My ex OG and my ex class were all there...The moment with all of them was reali reali very happy....It was a joy being with them...Long time no see but we still had lots of things to tok about...If time could turn back, i wish i was still in Sajc...Now that things have changed, all that i can do is to savour the sweet memories i have had with my ex OG and ex class...Thank you all of u all for giving me such wonderful memories...Sat with my ex class thruout the whole concert....Long time din sit together with them...It felt great...The concert was boring thou...Din reali enjoy it...After the concert, I was caught in a dilemma....Whether to go with my ex OG for dinner or my ex class for dinner...If i go with this grp, the other grp will be unhappy....Reali din noe wat to do...In the end, I decided to go with my ex class for dinner....Felt reali bad towards my ex OG...Haizz...This is life....There are no perfect things in the world....We went to Harbourfront to have dinner...Talked, laughed and crapped together...Neva had such a great time already...PAE 04S63 u RAWKS!
Saturday ------ A day i will 4eva remember in my life....It was such an enjoyable and memorable day! Its U who have opened a new chapter of my life...Its U who have taught me how to see things from a different perspective...Its U who have brought joy, laughters and life to my life....Thank U =P....I neva felt so great b4...This is definitely one of the bestest time in my whole life...I hope there will be more coming in the future...Reali looking forward to it....
Sunday ----- A day for studying....Went out with Eileen and Zhijian to study and to do hmwk....Agreed to meet at Taka's Library...But when we reached, all the tables have been taken and nobody seems to be moving out of their seats....Waited for abt 45mins in the library but to no avail....Den we finally decided to go to Wisma's Coffee Club Xpress to do our work...Asked Eileen to teach me redox...Thanks Eileen...Reali appreciated ur help....Thanks for taking time out of ur busy schedule...Reali thanks a lot ya! After studying we went to have dinner and went to take neoprints at Heerens...Haha...Took 2 times neoprints...Lolzz..Den after tat quickly went home coz mum called me liao...And bitch about me liao....
Haizz...why cant she juz let me do wat i wan...Already 16++ yrs going to 17yrs old liao...Dunno what the hell they doing man...Juz give me more freedom can?!?! Haiz....JC life is lidat one wad...Meet up with frens, go walk walk, go tok crap together and have fun together...Haizz...Furthermore i am not happy in Nyjc lo...Cant they juz give me time to spend with my SA frens?!?!
It looks like i still cant reali get on with life....I think i am still revolving in my own world....Dunno why still this way...Things have been confirmed...Fate has been sealed..There is nothing for me to do now....But i juz cant seem to move on...I have been telling ppl to take it easy and juz get on with life no matter wad...But now, it seems that i am the one who is not getting on with life...Its juz so ironic...I juz feel that i am so so useless now...Why cant i juz move on?!?! Juz hate myself for that...Haizz....Looking at my other frens, they r doing pretty fine...Its juz me who is still stuck here...Motionless....Not moving...Haizz....I reali hope things will change for the better...*prays hard*
posted at [9:16 PM]
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Hi ppl....Long time no see again! Quite a lot of things happened this wk....Happy and unhappy things...Got my timetable on Monday....One word: disasterous! Reali cant stand that ass timetable....ARgghhh.....Take 3 sub combi like take 4 sub combi lidat...Monday ends at 440pm...Thursday ends at 540pm!!!!..Worse thing is that Monday and Friday i have a 2.5 hr break and Thursday i have a 3 hr break!!!! OMG!!! I AM GONNA ROT IN THAT SCH MAN!! I REALI CANT STAND ANOTHER SPLIT SECOND IN THAT SCH....HOW I WISH I CAN GET OUT OF TAT SCH AS FAST AS POSSIBLE! The main reason why i chose a 3 sub combi is tat i tot i would end sch early and will have more time for other things...But then why become lidat....End so late....Haizz....Already in a sch which i do not like and now i have to end late....WHY!!!! WHY MUZ MAKE ME SUFFER !!!!! WAD DID I DO WRONG ?!?!? Haizzz....
Other than that i think i am gonna be outcasted by my class soon....Haizz....Was in the discussion with some of my new classmates yesterday....Den i spoke in chinese...Den Nevin said " You know how to speak chinese one meh?".....They say i speak chinese tat time like ang moh speaking chinese....Reali meh? Why do i not think so...Haizz....Dun speak chinese also wrong...Speak chinese also wrong....Haizz....Wat am i supposed to do ?!?! Haizz....Think i haven adapt to the changes yet...
But then other than these unhappy things, there were still some other happy events that happened this wk....Was reali very elated...Had a very happy Monday, Wednesday and Thursday....=) Thnx!
Toking abt changes....Think i have changed a lot from sec sch to jc...Be it attitude, apperance, perceptions, everything.... Think i have became more daring, more emotional, more slack (this is bad)....Been shedding more tears recently....Also, I have learnt to treasure my frens more now...Ppl if u think u r being neglected pls dun coz u will always be remembered :)...Think its all the changes in life that have made me changed...Be it good or bad, i hope all of u can accept me the way i am... :)
posted at [2:21 PM]
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Hey ppl...Long time no blog....How r u all? Mood hasnt been reali tat good since the posting of the sch...Although i have accepted my fate, i am still quite sad for not being able to stay in SA....But den i have reali no more regrets...Appeal back to SA for 3 times but den all failed....Its reali fated....Nevertheless it is this that has helped to strengthen the bonds between my frens and i....
Enuff of all these hassle...Yest was reali a wonderful and splendid one....Went back to sch for make-up chem lecture...And for once i attended a lect so attentively...Hahaha...Den after the lect, went to Telok Blangah to buy my pants...Asshole...Still no stock....So had to buy a smaller size and have to change it again tmr....Waste my time....
After that, went to City Hall to meet kp....So happy :) We went to walk ard.....Had lunch at Pizza Hut at Suntec City....Den halfway, Stuart and Jared came to take fotos...Hahaha....Then after we had our lunch, we went to walk ard Orchard.....Although legs were very tired but den it was reali worth it....Reali had a great time together :)
Den after we parted I went to Balestier to meet my Sajc CG...Had a class gathering at Chowie's house.....All of them were there liao...I was the last to reach....It was reali heart filling to see those familiar faces....The feeling was great.....We had fun and laughters and we crapped ard....I reali enjoyed it.....
We stayed overnite at Chowie's house and den this morning, dunno why everyone became so zi lian...Hahaha...I also very zi lian....Lolzz....Practically all the cam fones have my fotos...Hahaha...And its not juz 1 foto, its a lot of fotos...Hahahaha....
posted at [5:16 PM]
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