Phewww....Finally had to time to blog...Sorry ppl...Long time din blog...Din have the time....Have been busy the whole week.....Going out with frens and catching up with my studies(thou there is still quite a bit to catch up).....Bascially, it was reali an eventful and memorable week for me...
Friday ------- Went back to Sajc for the Life Concert by the C.O.R...Hmm...Main purpose wasnt to go for the concert but to meet up with all my frens in Sajc...My ex OG and my ex class were all there...The moment with all of them was reali reali very happy....It was a joy being with them...Long time no see but we still had lots of things to tok about...If time could turn back, i wish i was still in Sajc...Now that things have changed, all that i can do is to savour the sweet memories i have had with my ex OG and ex class...Thank you all of u all for giving me such wonderful memories...Sat with my ex class thruout the whole concert....Long time din sit together with them...It felt great...The concert was boring thou...Din reali enjoy it...After the concert, I was caught in a dilemma....Whether to go with my ex OG for dinner or my ex class for dinner...If i go with this grp, the other grp will be unhappy....Reali din noe wat to do...In the end, I decided to go with my ex class for dinner....Felt reali bad towards my ex OG...Haizz...This is life....There are no perfect things in the world....We went to Harbourfront to have dinner...Talked, laughed and crapped together...Neva had such a great time already...PAE 04S63 u RAWKS!
Saturday ------ A day i will 4eva remember in my life....It was such an enjoyable and memorable day! Its U who have opened a new chapter of my life...Its U who have taught me how to see things from a different perspective...Its U who have brought joy, laughters and life to my life....Thank U =P....I neva felt so great b4...This is definitely one of the bestest time in my whole life...I hope there will be more coming in the future...Reali looking forward to it....
Sunday ----- A day for studying....Went out with Eileen and Zhijian to study and to do hmwk....Agreed to meet at Taka's Library...But when we reached, all the tables have been taken and nobody seems to be moving out of their seats....Waited for abt 45mins in the library but to no avail....Den we finally decided to go to Wisma's Coffee Club Xpress to do our work...Asked Eileen to teach me redox...Thanks Eileen...Reali appreciated ur help....Thanks for taking time out of ur busy schedule...Reali thanks a lot ya! After studying we went to have dinner and went to take neoprints at Heerens...Haha...Took 2 times neoprints...Lolzz..Den after tat quickly went home coz mum called me liao...And bitch about me liao....
Haizz...why cant she juz let me do wat i wan...Already 16++ yrs going to 17yrs old liao...Dunno what the hell they doing man...Juz give me more freedom can?!?! Haiz....JC life is lidat one wad...Meet up with frens, go walk walk, go tok crap together and have fun together...Haizz...Furthermore i am not happy in Nyjc lo...Cant they juz give me time to spend with my SA frens?!?!
It looks like i still cant reali get on with life....I think i am still revolving in my own world....Dunno why still this way...Things have been confirmed...Fate has been sealed..There is nothing for me to do now....But i juz cant seem to move on...I have been telling ppl to take it easy and juz get on with life no matter wad...But now, it seems that i am the one who is not getting on with life...Its juz so ironic...I juz feel that i am so so useless now...Why cant i juz move on?!?! Juz hate myself for that...Haizz....Looking at my other frens, they r doing pretty fine...Its juz me who is still stuck here...Motionless....Not moving...Haizz....I reali hope things will change for the better...*prays hard*
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